Vaddix's Blog – November 2008 Archive (1)

My mood changes alot. Yesterday i was happy, i was learning alot of cool things. Today i just woke up depressed, drained, i just didn't want to talk to anyone. I know why as well. Everytime i get my hopes up, by trying a new technique, trying to quiet my mind, try to talk to anyone out there that can help me ascend, i dont get anything. Nothing. For six months i have followed this. I agree with the truth and a the wild outlandish story that goes along with this cult. But today i just woke up,… Continue