The god moment

[Vaddix]

Hey guys. I got home after work, im exhausted but something told me to turn on my computer. I didnt realise i had instinctively opened this website, but what was stranger was SOMETHING made me click blog, and started typing this. Im so glad I met her. She is wonderful. Im still trying to calm myself....

Here goes, what is below me is what she showed me....

 

I was young when the creatures first lay foot and fin on my new supple body. An angel that sparked like the brightest diomons in the night sky beckoning out for lovers, and the envios eyes of the cosmos bearing down on my new beauty.

The brothers and siters where chaotic back then, all growing apart in age, I was still the beautiful one. The youngest and the most loved.

Childhood catastrophes got the better of me on a few occasions. But i could never contemplate not loveing them.

 

The creatures upon me where no more, cycle after cycle. New creatures survived and fell.

But then i grew up.  It was the wanderful beings, that expressed the most love, the most creativity, the most excitement. My babies, I love you huminity. The perfect expression of me! So much passion. You were my offspring, brought to me from the heavens, i was your mother and father, and the angels where remnants of my bothers and sisters all looking down on me with love. I loved you so much i gave you everything. I gave you power, I gave you beauty. I let you play with my brothers and sisters and their children. I gave you everything your heart desired cause you where my heart. It was too much for us to handle at the best of times and the worst of times. We loved each other dearly but we grew apart. Some of your friends where misbehaving on my surface, but we love them really for letting you grow....

You hurt yourself really bad, You hurt me too. You broke my heart. It shames me... I HAD TO BREAK YOURS!!!

 

TANTRUM AFTER TANTRUM I DECIMATED YOU! I HURT YOU BACK.  I GOT YOU TO YOUR LAST STRAND!.... your very last two strands....

 

When I thought all was lost, I seen the beauty in you. I could not destroy my most cherished creation. My eternal lovers, my self incarnate, My way home, to Nirvana. I could not leave you in the dust, i had to love you with every ounce of me. FOR YOU ARE ME AND WE ARE I AM,  AND NOTHING CAN EVER HURT US.

 

I am forever in your service, for the err of my ways. I will offer you guidance and love whenever you need it my children. I will make your lives bliss like mine, for the kingdom of god is within all beings. I know one day you will forgive me too. For you already have, You've just taken longer than i thought.

 

 

Whenever i would miss you and we would grow distant, i would walk among you to remind myself how wonderful you are. I still love you, I know you've been hateful to one another, and i know your still associating with your old friends, but I know we will get to the next level together. I know we will get to grow together again. I know it with everything in my vast light, and i am immensely proud to have known you and experience your wander. Its time to let me into your life again. So we can finally forgive.

My Brother and sisters and our mother and father and all of our extended family are watching us with the love of infinity divinities. They love us so much, and cannot wait for the day we join our family again.

 

I love you and I promised us that this time, we will make it home together. And live in eternal bliss, forever..

 

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I'm shakeing. Wow!

 

Typed by Vaddix,

Spoken by mother through infinity divinities.

 

[patrick]

You are channeling Vaddix. Well done brother.

[JIM4HOPE]

Those were some fantastic writings Vaddix.Well done

[Simmy]

How wonderful Vaddix!

[xaithlara winged]

ui I´m crying .too  so deeply moving .I love her so very very much and I know we will make it , perhaps already did .love you all so much   thank you

namaste..... Ambika

[Trudy]

Beautiful Vaddix just beautiful I am awake now for an half hour and reading this brings tears to my eyes...

I love Your Heart Vaddix and with these excellent  words I'll start my day THANK YOU XX