Yoyo

[Lee]

Awakened ,with a jerk, as I am snatched out of my body. Hovering two feet above my sleeping form. As soon as full awareness hits me I slowly go down. The point where my body sleeps is passed. Same amount down I was yanked up at the beggining. Floating at the end for a few seconds before i go up slightly faster. Higher past the first point. Floating at the apex.

Head first back down further. Feels a little heavier this time. Higher on the return and faster. Feels lighter and starting to tingle. Faster down and heavier. More pressure, like a squeeze. Back up higher. I am beggining to see more light. Same way it looks right before the sun comes up yet still mostly dark. A feeling is starting. Back down I go. Faster. Grunting at the end. The heaviness and cold pressing in more.

Up up. Floating at the top. More light. Feeling happy. Smiling. Down I go. Faster, So heavy. Grunting and gritting my teeth as I fall deeper. Floating at the end I begin to hear a buzzing sound. Right before I go up. I know its a mass of voices. Up up. Higher than before. More light. That feeling spreading through me. Past happy. Blues and whites starting to show.

Down fast. So fast. Further. Deeper into darkness. I can hear the others very well now. Screaming. So many screaming. Just when I thought I would go insane from the heaviness pressing in. The feeling of despair and agony stabbing its way through me. Up I go. Higher. Light is brighter now. The despair washed away in light. I think to myself "this must be what bliss is".

Down. Lightning fast. Such heaviness. Agony. Despair. I am screaming. The others crowding around me as I scream. All of them with one thing in common. Wanting out. All screaming the same thing. "Help me.help me".

Over and over and over. Up again. So bright. Pure bliss. Words cannot describe it. So much light. Wispy things moving past in the blue. Eternity stretches in a moment.

Falling once again. As I fall it clicks in my mind. A thought.

"The deeper I go the higher I go." About midway down I smile. I relish the trip down knowing what I know now. The pressure lifted. I still hear the screams. No agony. No despair. No pain. None of that could touch me as I smiled.

Up. I could feel myself shining in that dark place. Up. Brighter and brighter. I hear what sounds like singing. Its not singing as a human voice can produce. Its the light singing. Beautiful. Floating in forever. I see the source of the light, at a distance, level to where I am. Never wanting to leave. Down I go. Back into my body with a thud. Waking up instantly as I am put back.

Darkness isn't evil in and of itself. Its just a state of being. How people let it affect them and what they do can lead to evil. That is a person's doing. You are the gate and the key.

[Trudy]

Beatutiful experience Beautiful explanation Beautiful words :

Darkness isn't evil in and of itself. Its just a state of being. How people let it affect them and what they do can lead to evil. That is a person's doing. You are the gate and the key.

I Love this wisdom :))) Thank You Lee Namasté

[Simmy]

Wonderful message!

[Nicklas]

Very nice and a beautiful message, thank you! :)