I need to know if there's a way how I can live continuously in my present moment.
It will take only a few minutes and my mind would take me elsewhere. An event that happened, or phrases that I've heard. Generally negatively images and phrases.
I' am conscious of my thoughts and I catch them and stop them and try to change them into positive. But my ego doesn't give up. Keeps on bringing up thoughts/emotions as soon as I distract myself. It is interrupting my happniness and from living my present moment, which where I should be.
I do relaxation meditations, healthy exercises, and try to eat a balanced diet including vegetables and fruits.