[Note: What follows are my personal feelings, and are not meant in any way to judge those who are sure of their Intent. I offer my views so that others may consider all trains of thought, all options, on their path towards Peace, Progress and Enlightenment.]
Greetings, my name is Mark and I live on the East Coast of the USA. I have joined this site to offer my small part in the coming changes for the Human race and the planet Earth.
For years I have been investigating my feelings of connection to the stars, and my often utter dislike for anything "human". Over time, I have come to the determination that although I have a human body and at least superficially human DNA, I am much more a child/soul of the stars than of Earth. Whether this feeling is because this is my first incarnation here, or because of some unresolved matter from a past Earth life, I cannot say. However, I am here, now, during a time that I can make a difference, and so I believe that is my goal, my duty, my mission, my purpose.
I applaud those enlightened, caring, wonderful souls who are "Light", who embrace Peace, Love and Enlightenment. I believe in you, I understand you, I support you, I wish to assist you. But nothing in my true self feels the need to be a "lightworker". I am the 3rd dimension; the solid, the material, the construction; the machine. I am the tool used to take the raw materials of the Universe and shape them for Good. I am the computer that constantly analyses every scrap of data possible and uses it to produce the logical path to Progress and Order. I am the machine that will dispense knowledge, that will contain the emotional chaos of the organic, that will exist in the Light and the Darkness while maintaining neutrality, that will fuse the technical and the spiritual for those who need it to make them strong.
Perhaps some would consider that I am "lost". Perhaps I will not achieve a higher vibratory level in this incarnation. Perhaps I am merely a helper in the great Shift in this part of the Universe. So be it. I will offer myself, my small bits of understanding, to achieve stability, knowledge and evolution. And when free will prevents others from doing what must be done for the greater Good, I will try with all that I am to do that which must be done for them.
There is a child somewhere that feels utterly alone in the Universe; that cowers by itself because it feels its soul doesn't belong in its body and that it is an "alien" in its world. I am here for that child, and any child like them. I am with them. In my soul there is no greater accomplishment. Is this "lightworking"? Irrelevant...it is simply what I must do.
May You All Fare Well