The Strenuous Birth By Steve Beckow

[Manuel Tavares]

The Strenuous Birth
By Steve Beckow
https://rayviolet.blogspot.com/2022/06/the-strenuous-birth.html

In this latest chapter in my Ascension ethnography, having changed my vote from image management and hard bargaining to the divine qualities and their source – love – I find my life very disoriented.

I know that I can expect resistance, in the form of vasanas (core issues, memories of early childhood trauma) going off.

But even if I’ve completed many of my vasanas, I can still be sucked back in by triggered habitual reaction patterns, the children of vasanas. They have an independent existence. And that’s what I wanted to talk about here.

I constantly find myself resorting to habitual reaction patterns that work against me transitioning to the qualities. The habit patterns are familiar. I know the routine. I know the chances of success.

But since their scripted lines, gestures, and displays are taken from the vasana, they reopen the latter.

I may have completed the vasana and laid it to rest only to have the reaction pattern open the package and deploy it again.

According to Paramahansa Yogananda, it turns out that we return lifetime after lifetime, to the same situation or point to learn the same unlearned karmic lesson. +++
https://rayviolet.blogspot.com/2022/06/the-strenuous-birth.html