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Confused... deppressed and messed.. stressed not feeling like the best..

I've felt so strange these last few days maybe week now..
I do not know for how long...
but something is crawling inside me... I feel weak.. alone.. and on the point of breaking...
I do not know if this is due to my extreme deep thinking of late, and if it is then I do not know if it is a good thing...
what I know is that I don't want to turn insane, which it feels like I'm kind of headed right now...
but how do you define crazy? right now I just feel crazy cus I don't know anything and I don't even want to thinkg about it but still I do!

Maybe this is just part of my walking on the right track... maybe i should think about it that way.. or maybe I shouldn't think at all...

what do I need?

I do not know..

What do I want?

I can't say I really know that either...

at this moment it feels like someone has drilled a hole in my head and forced down a big whisk and mixed around everything that was in there before...
The library is torn and all the books are ripped in pieces at the floor..

is this good for me?

maybe it is... maybe I can re-learn everything from the start... hmm.. but how do I know what is right and wrong?..

Look inside me they say.. Even I say it... but all I have inside me right now is this torn library... and feeling about crawling out of my own body and hiding somewhere...

What should I do...?
who knows...?

I'm lost without heading..
But still I know my goal... which is what I shoud focus on now...

just sharing some thoughts...

Love to you folks..


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Comment by David on January 8, 2009 at 10:49pm
Thank you guys for all the answers... I really really appriciate it.. It means alot to me! It's just what I needed... Fearing mentall illness or going crazy is leading me nowhere.. What do I got to loose?
nothing :)

all I get to do is to discover new areas of my mind...

Which is positive!

Thanks again :) for real... I hope you too find your right way...

I'm here if you ever want to talk about or discuss anything...

/your bro Dave
Comment by healingnow4u on January 6, 2009 at 5:36pm

Sincerely Yours in Love, Light and Healing Happiness,
Comment by Windsong on January 4, 2009 at 9:13pm
Hello David, you are going through these cleansings because you are Ascending into a Higher dimension. When we go through these confusing and dark times its common to think its our own 'stuff' and that we have to get on and deal with what we think is holding us back. Problem is that we so often cannot pinpoint what this 'stuff' is and so become more confused. You don't need to 'do' anything - it will pass, promise. Be in nature whenever possible, by the sea if you can, breathe deeply and know you are a very important part of the Ascension plan for our beloved Earth. The mind is very cunning and you won't stop it from thinking because that's its job but you can make friends with it. Have the attitude, 'Go ahead thoughts, think whatever you want to think, you are not who I am, I am beautiful and I am free.' And you are beautiful and you are special. Know it and believe it. Try this....Draw what you think your fears look like, draw anything you want....then make funny faces on your drawings, make them make YOU laugh. When you next feel fear, remember the silly faces you created...a simple exercise but very effective. The dark is truly the most beautiful Light and it too is just trying to find its way Home. The dark serves us well for us to know who we are....but its role at the moment is to stop us finding our way Home but it too is remembering. Remember, you are much loved and always taken care of.

Much Love and Namaste to you, Windsong
Comment by Betina on January 4, 2009 at 4:42pm
Yes, as everyone on this site have gone through the same thing once, you are not alone. Maybe you´re going through a cleansing to be able to fill yourself with new light.

Much Love and Light to you.
Comment by Melisa on January 4, 2009 at 2:33pm
Hang in there David. Soon things will become more clear. As many here have said you are not going through this alone. I too have had some confusing times too. But this site really has helped me grow and understand what I am going through. There is much love here. I can feel it. I love being here and I grow each and every day. Fill your mind with information from this site. And always express how you feel. You are NOT alone. Take care my friend
Comment by torz on January 4, 2009 at 7:10am
i too have had a very hard week,all mesed up and feeling like my mind is elsewhere.......... alomost too much too handle......we will work through it. I truly believe we are all bringing issues to the forth that need adressing, mine are letting go of control and sexual issues from the past.......... oh joy and here was me thinking i had these sorted last yr!!!!!

look just hang in there friend, we are all with you and understand what you are going through, take time out if you can if you find meditation too difficult just sit without tv or music, quiet solace is good to think, you'd be surprised how noisy our world is...

Thinking of you brother..

Torz xxxxxxxxxx
Comment by five on January 3, 2009 at 8:15pm
This may sound strange but you are not the only one that is feeling like this.
I too have been feeling very strange over the last week.
Maybe its part of the preparation for our futures...
Thats what i think at least.
Comment by Maitaki on January 3, 2009 at 6:27pm
Hi David...
It is good that you came to this community....because you are not alone....and you can share all your feelings with your friends....



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