Farewell to Power

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Comment by jose v on July 21, 2009 at 2:36am

By Geoffrey Hoppe

After an intense Shoud like we had on October 4 with Adamus Saint-Germain, I get a lot of questions from Shaumbra about what I experience as the channeler during a session like this. Here’s a look from the inside:

I usually don’t know which entity is going to do the Shoud. The only time I get a heads-up is when something unusual or challenging is going to be presented. Adamus Saint-Germain “dropped in” while I was taking a shower on Saturday morning before the Shoud to let me know he would be doing the session. I was somewhat surprised because with Tobias departing in July 2009 I assumed that Tobias would do all of the Shouds in the Returning Series. Adamus said Tobias asked him to do the session because it would be such an integral part of what we are going to work on in the next four years.

During the “Geoff and Linda Show” at the beginning of the webcast I started to feel lightheaded and slightly disoriented as I could feel Adamus moving in. It felt very surreal, like I was watching myself trying to go through the slides during the first hour. Adamus was very present and ready to go; quite frankly I think he wanted to dispense with the slides and get on with HIS message.

During the break between the G & L show and the Shoud, I go into the back room at the Coal Creek Hall to breathe and make my connection with the entities. Once I get into this groove I become extremely sensitive to any and all energies. I have to limit my interaction, both physical and psychic, with other people as well as the other non-physical beings I become aware of at this time. Because I feel so expansive, it’s easy to get distracted by the incoming energies of the guests, the Shaumbra who are tuning in online, and the angels of the Crimson Council that are energetically supporting the Shoud.

The moment Norma starts to lead the breathing with Shaumbra I feel myself being swept away into other dimensions. I can still feel my body and I’m aware of my physical reality, but it feels like one aspect out of many. At this point I can feel my body jerk and twitch; it happens even if I consciously try to inhibit it.

Now the music starts playing. I’m out in the ozone so to speak. I can see and feel Saint-Germain. The compassion and love is so overwhelming that I get a series of love washes starting at the top of my head and going out through my toes. My body jerks and twitches again. It is an incredible, euphoric sensation. Everything turns golden-white and I realize I’m back in my true consciousness. I wish I felt like this all of the time. “Stay focused,” I tell myself. It’s not a time to go wandering off. Saint-Germain is radiating a light that goes right into my physical and ethereal body. I’m allowing him to meld with me, entering into my body, mind and soul. More body jerks and twitches. “Are other people feeling this,” I wonder? Ooops, stay focused. This is the time for a channeler like the initial take-off is to an airline pilot. Not a good time to be looking out the window. Breathe and release. Breathe and release. Ah!

Suddenly the swirling of energy calms down. Saint-Germain has landed, fully a part of me. He’s Saint-Germain, I’m Geoffrey, but now we are unified. The music is still playing and the next minute or two seem to take hours. Saint-Germain starts chatting with me, usually about rather mundane and unimportant things. He tells a few jokes, he shares a few stories about Tobias and Kuthumi. I feel a big smile on my human face. I hope everyone has their eyes closed because I probably look like the village idiot right now.

Saint-Germain tells me that he has an important message today. “Don’t filter or hold back,” he chides. Be a clear channel. He’s going to tell it like it is because Shaumbra really wants to know. Stay tuned to him, don’t wander into the other very active energies surrounding both of us. Breathe. I smile again, not because Saint-Germain is joking around but because he’s now smiling at Sh