Wish me luck, tomorrow I am homeless ...

[Trudy]

I tried to save but the home foundation is unrelenting, 4 months rent arrears, as the tax for months put my wage on attachment, I could not catch up the backlog. Why rent arrears? I would absolutely not be pitiful, but last year I took my oldest daughter in my home with her children. Then you lose your housing benefit and I was also reduced in my then existing allowance, Mama she said to me, I will RePay you all, do not worry she said, but no, she went back to her friend and the financial hole was beaten .

In that same time I have my oldest daughter's friend's cars on my name and then you must pay car tax, the friend of my eldest daughter would have to start paying me, but he never did ...
My second daughter went to college, and there was no money, so I took it from my allowance, and paid her school and books and thus the room where she was living in the city where she studied, that all together have beaten a big financial hole ...

I thought my holiday money comes in than I can pay my rent arrears, but then comes the car tax and put the attachment of my wages. My work as chauffeuse and of course my 16 year old son are the only bright spot in my life. I must start again from scratch and I will do with all the courage that I carry with me.

Despite the deception of my daughter and her friend, I stay in my unconditional love and I will come back stronger than ever. Today is my last day online at the Saviors, it's just that you know, and you do not worry, I'll come right back on my feet. But a little luck I can always use so if you remember me in your thoughts when u are safe in your bed and ask the good spirits to help me where needed I will stay in gratitude.

Goodbye Saviors of Earth, I will miss you all so much....
Trudy

[Mandy Anderson]

if I had the money I would send it to you I understand your feelings my son did the same I dont think is deception it her perception of her needs and not yours
lots of love
Mandy

[mellia]

Ah sending you lottsa love light and positivity Trudy, like your thinking of coming back stronger!
One door shuts and another is waiting for you to open it. Everything happens for a reason. :-)
xxx <3

[Vonnie]

Oh my dearest Trudy,

I almost can feel the pain you must have....

But remember, we're never alone and I will pray for you my dear one....

I love you.... Love, Love, Love.... Vonnie