Wish me luck, tomorrow I am homeless ...

[Trudy]

I tried to save but the home foundation is unrelenting, 4 months rent arrears, as the tax for months put my wage on attachment, I could not catch up the backlog. Why rent arrears? I would absolutely not be pitiful, but last year I took my oldest daughter in my home with her children. Then you lose your housing benefit and I was also reduced in my then existing allowance, Mama she said to me, I will RePay you all, do not worry she said, but no, she went back to her friend and the financial hole was beaten .

In that same time I have my oldest daughter's friend's cars on my name and then you must pay car tax, the friend of my eldest daughter would have to start paying me, but he never did ...
My second daughter went to college, and there was no money, so I took it from my allowance, and paid her school and books and thus the room where she was living in the city where she studied, that all together have beaten a big financial hole ...

I thought my holiday money comes in than I can pay my rent arrears, but then comes the car tax and put the attachment of my wages. My work as chauffeuse and of course my 16 year old son are the only bright spot in my life. I must start again from scratch and I will do with all the courage that I carry with me.

Despite the deception of my daughter and her friend, I stay in my unconditional love and I will come back stronger than ever. Today is my last day online at the Saviors, it's just that you know, and you do not worry, I'll come right back on my feet. But a little luck I can always use so if you remember me in your thoughts when u are safe in your bed and ask the good spirits to help me where needed I will stay in gratitude.

Goodbye Saviors of Earth, I will miss you all so much....
Trudy

[Rainbow Warrior]

sweet trudy, start all over again even if it seems difficult.
although your daughter attitude, you must forgive because was her choice and your choice to help her like a mother always do.
your're a wonderfull mother and human being.
see this as one more step of your life.another level of a lesson.
hang on.
you'll do just fine.
i always found out a light when darkness seemed to be catching me.
that star is there for you too.
love you sister.
see you soon.

[Simmy]

I just wonder how brave one has to be to deal with a situation like that with so much dignity!
I have a lot of respect for you Trudy and I will wish you and your son all the luck! I'm sure things will fall into place very soon and you'll be just fine!
Love & light

[simpleman]

For you, Trudy


Things work out for the best. You will see :))))

[Golden_Angel_K]

Heyyyy Trudy, before you left...REMEMBER WE LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

[CrystalClear2313]

Wishing you and your son the best and sending love & light to you Dear Trudy.
Namaste

[Trudy]

It is now 2 hours in the night here in Holland and I go to sleep, tomorrow morning is my brother here with the trailer for the rest of my stuff to carry. He has a large barn and store my things until I have another house for my son and me. I want to thank you all for the kind and encouraging comments, it gives me strength for the next difficult time.

In the rare moments as a singer I always had a favorite song ... The eye of the tiger ... How appropriate is it now...

Risin' up, back on the street
Did my time, took my chances
Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
Just a woman with her will to survive

Bye Bye Sweet Souls

Namaste

[Besimi]

Sweet ,lovely friend you Trudy. ...

[CHRISTINA]

VEEL STERKTE EN GELUK TRUDY. Vertrouw erop dat alles goed zal komen. Je komt er wel, een STERKE vrouw zoals jij.


LOVE & HUGS

[Matt Wilkinson]

"circumstances DO NOT matter, Only STATE of being MATTERS!" - keep it real trudy, and call upon the countless beings of the universe watching over us for energy to get through this.

[simpleman]

Trudy, hang in there. You are not alone. Please keep a positive mind on things. Look for the good in all things. We naturally fear change, but change is inevitable . The universe is in motion and forever changing as do we. Some things we may observe as a bad thing, however, looking back, it was needed and was good after all. Hard times makes us tough. We learn more from these experiences. Thats why obstacles continue to happen in our lives over and over. Humans learn from errors. It is our purpose. To evolve up wards.

Think of it this way. If you do have to leave, consider it a challenge. A next step in your education. Our experiences and decisions make us who we are. Make them good ones.

Remember, no matter what happens, no matter where you go, there you are. You still have you. Have no fear. No obstacle is more we can bare. Think, you made it this far, so what the point in stopping you now. :)

You will be ok. God bless you.

borrow a PC sometimes and keep us posted if possible

namaste

SM