Uncomfortable?

[Lee]

I sit here, staring at this screen, thinking about a comment paTricia left on another blog of mine about being uncomfortable.  Putting herself "out there" as she says.  Five minutes have passed.  Still thinking.  Have I put myself out there?  I think not.  Talking about ufos, lil voices that whisper or even things shown in that area cause me no discomfort.

 

Still thinking.....  If I spoke about the Darkness would I get the same reaction here, on this site, that I recieve on darker sites when I talk about the Light?  Hmmmm.....I wonder.  Its rather amusing that on the darker sites they to have their channelings and such.  Just like here. 

 

Sometimes I feel like a square peg trying to fit in a round hole.  Not completely Light nor Dark but in between.  Nice and balanced.  Wasn't always that way. 

 

Have I put myself out there yet?  Not yet.  I am still thinking.  What do you call one that takes your energy/chi from you without asking?  Would one that asks beforehand be called the same?  Have I put myself out there yet?  Almost.

 

I am/have been the second one.  Even then I nudged those I asked more to the Light.  There is a battle going on right now between people's ears.  Still thinking.......

[Lee]

Hello Amanda.

"and what do you mean by your chi being stolen...maybe shared"

Its just energy work.  Either taking from another or sharing.  Energy flows like water and moves like smoke.

 

"..I dont look to negative aliens "

I am assuming you mean the mantis alien.

 

On my wife I meant in reality.  As far as etherically speaking goes there are a few there as well.  Its even weirder when I meet some past wives/lovers from the past in the here and now.  That just cracks me all up. 

I met one in a grocery store one time.  She didnt remember but I did.  I remembered enough to know who she was or used to be i should say.  Kept going on with "Ive met you somewhere????"  Of course I said nothing.  The meeting happened for a reason all I had to do was wait.  Sure enough she was having some kind of domestic situation and didnt know what to do.  I advised her on what to do and where to get help.  Haven't seen her since.

[Lee]

Your welcome.  We have a knack for finding each other.

[Lee]

Comment by paTricia T. 4 hours ago

"ok.  we all are batteries of energy.   Ok....have you ever had a person sit you down and yell at you...  Or get into a heated argument that you were loosing and felt so tired after?  This is examples of when your energy has been sucked."

 

Its been said all over this site that we are really light/energy in meat suits. Lol.  Above the aurgument thing is just HIGH energy flowing to LOW.  Like gravity.  Thats just a natural flow of energy.  Hight to low.

 

"So what I am to understand from Lee is that he has learned to do this intentionally but uses it as a defense."

 

I have rarely used it as a defense.  Its a no no thing to do but some situations warrant it.  Feeding in the way I talk about it here is a purely intentional act. 

 

Comment by nonya 4 hours ago

"PT, thanks for the explanation but i am still a bit confused. If what you are saying is true, then by consequence, people who seek to get their energy sucked should thereby be completely drained. According to what LEE is saying, he gets some type of Euphoria out of it."

 

A person cannot be completely drained they will pass out or fall asleep before that happens. The "euphoria" is based on the type of energy I fed on.  Just didnt mention it. Its sexual energy.  It can be very addictive even more so for the one being fed upon in that way.

 

Emotions=energy. Physical sensations=emotion=energy. 

A person's energy/astral body contains it all. A physical sensation can manifest into your astral/energy body. For example a bruise or injury will show up in the energy body of a person.   The reverse is true as well.  I just flip it. 

 

Energy first leads to emotions leads to physical sensations.  When one feels that it just jumps their emotions more along with the physical sensation on their end.  They start ramping up thier energy. Its a loop at this point. A connection. I add a lil more.  It just keeps going up and up. When it all reaches a certain point I take from the other.  Its not a drain at all.  Unlike most that know how to do this I give back. 

 

The higher energies is what I prefer when I do that.  Which leads me to the reason when someone says they are a "psychic vampire" just causes drama.  Remember I am merely talking about creating a emotion in another.

 

With all that being said a large majority that can "feed" do so on the lower energy/emotions like anger, fear, jealousy and chaos. The sense of power as well. 

Some don't even realize they are doing yet get the rush out of it.  <---- this isnt the same as just a normal aurgument.  Its much easier to create negative emotions in another vs positive ones.  The drawback to this way of doing it is the one that "feeds" that way becomes what they feed upon.  You end up being what you eat in a very literal sense.   

 

[Lee]

Comment by paTricia T. 4 hours ago

"When these people are in dream time they resemble more of the "traditional" vampire but in 3rd density they are just in human form. But what I think Lee is talking about is being able to control this capability and be selective with it. Please correct me if I am wrong Lee."

 

I couldn't have said it better.  Fairys are scary.

 

[Lee]

 

 

 

Comment by nonya 7 hours ago

"Past life was a vampire type?  Even though you said earlier in the conversation that it was a myth based on dreams of astral travel appearance. Do you always have the same partner? Do your friends know that you are a feeder? It doesnt sound whacko to me, i am really intrigued but i feel invasive asking all these questions."

 

 

In a past life I was what is called a 'vampire" today.  All the fangs and sleeping in graves like the undead is a myth.  If you saw a person coming at you in a dream all fanged out and then later the next day saw the same person what would your reaction be?  The movie vampire is bullshit lol.  Myth is usually based on something that is real.  You are not invasive at all Nonya.  My wife was my wife in four other lifetimes.  In a few others just lovers.  My friends know nothing. 

[nonya]

PT, i dont get a rush that I enjoy. If you are talking about adrenaline, that runs through me plenty during times of flight or fight. I dont feel any joy in that type of rush and always thought of that as our natural survival defenses or dopamine production. I still am confused as to what joy someone would derive out of this and I am still up for a clearer explanation.

[nonya]

PT, thanks for the explanation but i am still a bit confused. If what you are saying is true, then by consequence, people who seek to get their energy sucked should thereby be completely drained. According to what LEE is saying, he gets some type of Euphoria out of it. BTW, if you think I havent been in situations that drain my energy, think again ;-), although it takes me a long time to wear down, but of all the fights I have had, I get what you are saying.

[nonya]

PT, this is very confusing to me.

[nonya]

Past life was a vampire type?  Even though you said earlier in the conversation that it was a myth based on dreams of astral travel appearance. Do you always have the same partner? Do your friends know that you are a feeder? It doesnt sound whacko to me, i am really intrigued but i feel invasive asking all these questions.

[Lee]

My parental units, lol.  Past life yes.  Its kinda hard to explain.  Sounds whacko to me but I'm used to it. The vampy stuff was me.  The other stuff definately something or somebody else.  "Source" is actually a term I use for the creator.  Yes Light.  Nope havn't worn me out.  My parental units don't have a clue.  lol.