Getting Back to the Beginning By Steve Beckow

[Manuel Tavares]

Getting Back to the Beginning
By Steve Beckow
https://rayviolet.blogspot.com/2022/10/getting-back-to-beginning.html

When I was lost in depression and dismay at Xenia Retreat Center, having watched segments of Frazzeldrip on Dark Outpost, a series I’d never seen before, I went into meditation in order to discover what the origin of the vasana or core issue was that I seemed to be sunk in.

I imagined I was going down a 100-floor elevator. But then a strange thing happened. We left the layer of existence in which the vasanas operated behind at maybe the 95th floor?

I was astounded to see that. We continued on beyond the vasanas. When I reached the ground floor, I immediately found myself flying and I flew to the end of the road, the bottom of my heart, the seat of the soul. And just as is written, there it was: the Self seated in the bottom of my heart.

But wait! My Self was not brighter than a hundred, thousand suns. It was rather luminescent. Still marvelously beautiful but not overwhelming. When I asked the Mother about it later, she said she had dimmed it so I didn’t go off and finish the job, abandoning my soul contract. (1)....+@
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