A Nexus of Hatred and Guilt Releases By Steve Beckow

[Manuel Tavares]

A Nexus of Hatred and Guilt Releases
By Steve Beckow
https://rayviolet.blogspot.com/2022/11/a-nexus-of-hatred-and-guilt-...

Dad (1)

I am at the moment processing a really persistent and deeply-rooted vasana (or core issue), which I’ve never even noticed till now because of its construction. (2)

It’s a two-handed conversation, rather than a simple single voice. I’m going to call it a “nexus.” (3)

One side of the conversation is hatred of the father. The other side is guilt for hatred of the father.

The reason I’ve never been able to complete it is I’ve always neglected the second voice, which remained hidden, continuing to provide an anchor for the vasana.

Sometimes I work on the hatred. Then, completely independently, at other times, I work on the guilt. But never both together.

So today is the day.

Part of it is easy. When I recognize part of it as being guilt, I immediately hear myself suggest I drop the guilt, which is image management, and experience my choice in hating my father...
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