A little bit of myself

[Lisa]

My experiences:

Since I was young, and I still have them now, when I am between dream and awakening, I experiences some strange things that I sometimes can't translate into words. I saw some things fallen out of the sky, faces, feeling/seeing like I was in another world still I saw the same room, after my daughter was born I felt here breathing on my chest under the blankets, or that I thought I have taken my daughter into my arms and then she slips away, disappears and I panic, but then I see her just lying in her cot sleeping, but I am sitting up like I really have been out of bed and taken the baby, and just recently a lot of dreams where I am fighting with evil but God or the angels are always nearby to help me or protect me and I feel save.

I can feel the energies of trees, rocks , walls and so on, sometimes when I am between awakening and dream I feel energy coming from the walls and I almost have the feeling that I can just stick my hand through this walls. My best friend who lives in Belgium is a medium and when I see her and talk to her ( she has ADHD) I can feel here energy's coming towards me and it makes me sick, and I tell here to keep here energy for her. Or I see things and then I am confused because they are no longer there and I have to convince myself that I just dreamt it and there was nothing.

When I was young I came from a judo practise and was cycling on my bike home in the dark. I went past the hospital and for some reason I was thinking, I am going to be back a little bit later in the emergency room. And then I thought rubbish. But when I came home, I have to descend a hill to go into the garage, so I went... on the bike....and then my breaks didn't work and I was rushing downhill, the only thing I could think was to let me fall otherwise I smacked into the wall. The other thing was that people came home before me in there car so they could help me and called my dad.
Then he rushed me to the emergency.

When I had a boyfriend, I had a rental car. Twice I had that my car didn't start and twice my boyfriend showed up even though it wasn't time for him yet to go to work. And when he sits next to me the car would start immediately even before arrived I tried 30 times to start it.

Since I had a boyfriend everyone was saying that I was looking different, my face was glowing and I seemed happier. Now I am married and have daughter. I thank God that he let me meet my husband here in South-Africa, Johannesburg. The funny thing is that I said to myself, the one city I would never in my life would live in is Johannesburg, and see me now.

But my most precious memory is that what I felt twice in my entire life. I was one with the world. I could feel every soul on earth, every drop of water, every leaf and branch on the tree, every animal, every grass blade, every insect...and so on and it was so marvellous feeling and short... but when I remember this feeling, I can still feel it but less intense.