My Experience Within The Cult Of Unconditional Love (Mother God) - Saviors Of Earth2024-03-29T06:39:48Zhttps://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/my-experience-within-the-cult?commentId=2492330%3AComment%3A113162&x=1&feed=yes&xn_auth=noParadigmShift said:Wow. That…tag:saviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-08:2492330:Comment:1131622009-02-08T06:48:56.447ZDesireehttps://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profile/Desiree
<cite>ParadigmShift said:</cite><blockquote cite="http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/my-experience-within-the-cult#2492330Comment113082"><div>Wow. That is some crazy crazy stuff. I think I've even read articles by this so-called "mother god" right here on SoE. I don't mean to pry but I do have some questions, if you don't feel like answering that's ok.<br></br> <br></br> What was a typical day like there?<br></br>
How many people were involved in this cult?<br></br>
How did they manage to house and…</div>
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<cite>ParadigmShift said:</cite><blockquote cite="http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/my-experience-within-the-cult#2492330Comment113082"><div>Wow. That is some crazy crazy stuff. I think I've even read articles by this so-called "mother god" right here on SoE. I don't mean to pry but I do have some questions, if you don't feel like answering that's ok.<br/> <br/>
What was a typical day like there?<br/>
How many people were involved in this cult?<br/>
How did they manage to house and feed you all and attend to your needs?<br/>
In what manner did they assert\remind their followers about the power structure between them?<br/>
Was there an end goal, such as enlightenment, transfiguration, world domination, etc?<br/>
Looking back, were there any things besides the incident with drunk Father God that made you second-guess them?<br/>
When you noticed something wrong, did you try to talk to the rest of the members about it?<br/>
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Whether you decide to entertain the questions I just want to say, you're a very strong person for getting yourself and Derek out of that. It sucks you had to go through such an experience, but I'm glad you're OK. It almost sounds like something out of a movie.</div>
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Yes Mother God posts all of her Channeling's here on SoE.<br />
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Let's see a typical day was waking up at sunrise, going over to their "house" which was right next door. We would have coffee and our Collidal Silver and listen to the morning radio show. We would discuss anything that needed addressed "Derek's" unconsciousness over night, plans for the day ect. We'd have breakfast around 10am. Of course we would usually smoke a bowl or so in the morning. Then depending upon the day the patterns would change. If it was a friday than we would get our things together to take a shower in town since there is no running water in the houses where we were staying. We'd go into town and take a shower. Mother God would decide which messages would be posted that day. I would then post the messages. But normally we would just sit around smoking and as they called it just being present and helping to ground in the energies. We would eat anywhere between 5-9 depending upon if they decided to drink that night. And we would be in bed anywhere between 8 and 11 depending upon the night.<br />
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There were only 5 of us there all together. Mother and Father God, Tobias Derek and myself. Food well I had foodstamps when I moved, and they Tobias and Derek had just gotten theirs through when i arrived, plus we would go to the local food banks as well. As for attending to our needs well Derek was receiving SSI and Father God was his payee. So all of that money would be handeled by Tobias and they would decide how it would be spent.<br />
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It was in their tone that they would speak down to you. If you were not "present" in their eyes than you were in ignorance and unconscious so that they would put you down and make you feel guilty and everything else in order to show you that they were fully conscious and that you had to listen to them and do what they said so you would be fully awakened as well. Of course they would always say they were Mother and father God and that they were the first set of twin flames to become fully aware.<br />
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They promised that if you got rid of all attachments and rid yourself of the ego that you would always be present within the moment and that you would reach full consciousness and we awakened and be in love, happiness and joy at all moments.<br />
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Looking back they always told you that if you second guessed them that you were holding onto a past belief and that you were judging them and that had to be let go of. It was just the way that they treated Derek and confronted him about his ignorance day in and day out. They would gang up on him and put him down, talk down to him and such. Luckily they never did this with me. They would say that he had taken too much LSD and that he was in a permanent acid trip so that there was no real hope for him, but that he was the perfect example of ignorance.<br />
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I was supposedly "twin flames" with Tobias but he was so under their thumb that I could never tell him anything about wanting to leave. He would have run and told them in a heartbeat and never given it another thought. I then would have received the 3rd degree as did Derek. The last night before we left I got up the courage to talk to Derek and told him to follow his heart. That if he wanted to go back home that he should do it no matter what they were telling him. Thus the next day he had the confidence to stand up and pack his bags to get out of there.<br />
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When he got out of there and joined us in town he burst into tears. He was so happy and relieved that he was finally free from the restrictions that they had him on.<br />
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I do not regret my decision to go there in the first place. I learned quite a bit there and grew spiritually. I do not feel like a victim at all. I made that decision and chose to have this experience and am grateful for it really. Does that answer your questions?<br />
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Love, Truth and Light,<br />
Desiree I agree PS that it's not a si…tag:saviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-08:2492330:Comment:1131032009-02-08T05:56:23.855ZDanahttps://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profile/Dana
I agree PS that it's not a situation I would wish upon anyone. But I think the fact that such an experience occurs and one is able to gain strength and learning from it can make it be one of the biggest miracles of their lives. Our experiences are what we grow from and if we were to only have 'good' experiences, then where would we get our strength from? When we allow ourselves to embrace these experiences as a part of who we're becoming, we can move with more fluidity and freedom within our…
I agree PS that it's not a situation I would wish upon anyone. But I think the fact that such an experience occurs and one is able to gain strength and learning from it can make it be one of the biggest miracles of their lives. Our experiences are what we grow from and if we were to only have 'good' experiences, then where would we get our strength from? When we allow ourselves to embrace these experiences as a part of who we're becoming, we can move with more fluidity and freedom within our lives. Love Dana...<br />
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<cite>ParadigmShift said:</cite><blockquote cite="http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/my-experience-within-the-cult?page=1&commentId=2492330%3AComment%3A113082&x=1#2492330Comment113082"><div>Wow. That is some crazy crazy stuff. I think I've even read articles by this so-called "mother god" right here on SoE. I don't mean to pry but I do have some questions, if you don't feel like answering that's ok.<br/><br/>What was a typical day like there?<br/>How many people were involved in this cult?<br/>How did they manage to house and feed you all and attend to your needs?<br/>In what manner did they assert\remind their followers about the power structure between them?<br/>Was there an end goal, such as enlightenment, transfiguration, world domination, etc?<br/>Looking back, were there any things besides the incident with drunk Father God that made you second-guess them?<br/>When you noticed something wrong, did you try to talk to the rest of the members about it?<br/><br/>Whether you decide to entertain the questions I just want to say, you're a very strong person for getting yourself and Derek out of that. It sucks you had to go through such an experience, but I'm glad you're OK. It almost sounds like something out of a movie.</div>
</blockquote> I agree with you 100%... And…tag:saviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-08:2492330:Comment:1130492009-02-08T05:08:51.333ZDanahttps://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profile/Dana
I agree with you 100%... And I'd like amend my previous comment to say 'keep your heart open'. That is where we must live to stimulate our truth and rememberance of who we are. Joy to you :)<br />
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<cite>Desiree said:</cite><blockquote cite="http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/my-experience-within-the-cult?page=1&commentId=2492330%3AComment%3A113043&x=1#2492330Comment113043"><div>Well thank you my dear. I just felt the need to get this message out there....there are so many people…</div>
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I agree with you 100%... And I'd like amend my previous comment to say 'keep your heart open'. That is where we must live to stimulate our truth and rememberance of who we are. Joy to you :)<br />
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<cite>Desiree said:</cite><blockquote cite="http://saviorsofearth.ning.com/forum/topics/my-experience-within-the-cult?page=1&commentId=2492330%3AComment%3A113043&x=1#2492330Comment113043"><div>Well thank you my dear. I just felt the need to get this message out there....there are so many people that fall into these kinds of traps. People promising Unconditional Love and being able to awaken you into full consciousness....you have to do it yourself....you can not seek out others to try and help you accomplish it.<br/><br/>Love, Truth and Light,<br/>Desiree</div>
</blockquote> Well thank you my dear. I jus…tag:saviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-08:2492330:Comment:1130432009-02-08T04:59:40.923ZDesireehttps://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profile/Desiree
Well thank you my dear. I just felt the need to get this message out there....there are so many people that fall into these kinds of traps. People promising Unconditional Love and being able to awaken you into full consciousness....you have to do it yourself....you can not seek out others to try and help you accomplish it.<br />
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Love, Truth and Light,<br />
Desiree
Well thank you my dear. I just felt the need to get this message out there....there are so many people that fall into these kinds of traps. People promising Unconditional Love and being able to awaken you into full consciousness....you have to do it yourself....you can not seek out others to try and help you accomplish it.<br />
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Love, Truth and Light,<br />
Desiree I'm thrilled you were able to…tag:saviorsofearth.ning.com,2009-02-08:2492330:Comment:1130342009-02-08T04:51:36.578ZDanahttps://saviorsofearth.ning.com/profile/Dana
I'm thrilled you were able to find your way out of that situation and clearly keep your perspective about what your path is. It's wonderful you were able to help Derek out as well and I hope that he is able to do the same. I have never experienced anything such as that, but I can see where the difficulty would be in moving away from that and keeping my heart in the right place. I applaude you your strength and wisdom to keep your eyes open to the truth of what was happening around you. May you…
I'm thrilled you were able to find your way out of that situation and clearly keep your perspective about what your path is. It's wonderful you were able to help Derek out as well and I hope that he is able to do the same. I have never experienced anything such as that, but I can see where the difficulty would be in moving away from that and keeping my heart in the right place. I applaude you your strength and wisdom to keep your eyes open to the truth of what was happening around you. May you always be blessed to see that which serves you. Love Dana