I have read a few of the post like most people i have always felt different to most people but thanks to the internet and a few special Earth Angels i now know why im here.
I have always been quite destructive,confused,lonely even tho i have been surrounded by friends i have never understood human beings.
After achieving my most of my hopes and then going on to become a mother i was constantly looking for ...something, anything. After having my kids i couldn't get why i was here why did i choose to come here, why did i choose all these lessons for my life? what was the point to everything, day in day out washing, cleaning cooking my life was on auto pilot i was a lost soul in the dark.
This went on for a few years i ended up quite angry and frustrated at everyone and everything i also started becomming ill for no reason.
Then one day i went to see a medium who assured me i was not crazy i was not alone and things would get better. This earth Angel helped me meet my guides, taught me to love myself and basically showed me how powerfull positive thinking is etc.
To be honest i haven't looked back since that day i realise that i had to go through all that darkness so i would be able to help others as i had experienced that for myself.