First , I'd like to say I think this is a great site ,And it is awsome to read of others experiences and the fact that a great deal of your experiences , resemble much of mine, help me to nestle into a place where I feel comforted. I've recently seperated from a long term marriage, and for the first time since my spiritual emergence(,7 years ago ) I can "be" me. My personal experiences have placed me in a position where I had to make a choice , live for what I believe , and know to be true, or live for what others believe to be true, even as opposing as this is to my own , I have a great agape love for everyone , this in and of itself is my empowerment to move out of my self into the world spread da luv! I have a great interest in symbols, especially since I have been having symbols showing up in my dreams. I don't really understand alot of what is happening to me yet.... but I am sure we can figure it out together as one.... A gift I have discovered that I posssess is , I sometimes experience other peoples emotions, and I feel it as my own, and I feel my energy leave me and transfer to them... for example if someone is embaressed, I am filled with their embaressment and it hurts me, that they feel this, and my energy transfers to them. I've only recently become aware of this gift or ability myself... I love to read , I walk or run each day, have made moderate changes to my diet , and feel well.. my journey of the last 7 years has been trying to say the least, My blood family do not support my beliefs , and are quite adamant about defining my last 7 years of changes , beliefs and gifts as nothing more than "mentally ill", this is disheartening and isolating in and of itself.. but I know they do love me, they just want me to "be who I was prior to 7 years ago" and walk their path....I can no longer do this....
regardless I am happy to meet everyone!! in love and oness of spirit soul and heart:-)
Rene