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I'm not saying this to mock you or be derisive, but please see a health professional along with any help you get here if you are suddenly hearing voices/being spoken to/etc even if they are benign. When it comes down to it, the fact that you can't really decipher what it's trying to say to you seems to be causing you some kind of mental anguish or desperation. If anything it would be good to get two opinions on what these voices might be and what they mean or are trying to say to you. That's about the only help I can offer.
I hope you take my advice anyway and look past the stigma of using some kind of professional to help you talk through this. I know you're not a crazy cat lady, you don't have to be to get help from someone who actually knows what they're doing *ahem*. I could only advice that out of personal experience.
Also, there IS a reason I never made an "about me" post like many people here did. It's because I consider my past none of anyone else's business except for certain people. I did make you an exception so PM if you really ARE curious. The fact that you posted some very personal things that I chose to reveal to you about me, for everyone to see, is kind of disappointing but then again I guess in the future I should be more careful with who I tell these things.
Andromeda said:by the way Nur ab, you say your 13 years old from a Russioan Orphanage........ very well Englishe spoken from a Russian orphanage...? just chucking that into the mix..! seeing as its incredibly hard to evrn clothe them, how can they teach you to speak english and stick pins in you?? im sorry if all of this is true but i have been told so so many big lies lately ..... xxx