I have been feeling like I am carrying the weight of the world around as of late.

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Comment by john jones on July 7, 2014 at 2:10pm

Sometimes I think I know too much, and I feel as though it weakens me from time to time.The strength needed is sometimes just out of reach.I wake from day to day wondering,feeling like I am waiting.other days I wonder if the universe has just abandoned me. Forgotten about the trials I have suffered in this life time. As though my lessons were all for not. Dreams are telling me something, But the meaning seems to elude me.Sometimes I feel it would be better if I left my self Ignorant, Maybe if I did not know what my children are going to have to deal with in their adult years, I would not be feeling this weight. It makes me angry some days, I do my best to rise above it.The stress shows some times, People tell me I look mean. I don't try to! I Like people.