dyou reckon? phew, i thought i was the only one who felt like that. in fact when i was at age 3 (kindergarten) and age 6 (primary sch/elementary sch) i CRIED when i went back home from the first day of school coz i knew i will be MOULDED into normality. and then came the teenage phase of self destruction and meaningless indulgence..
its slowly coming back now.. but its more difficult coz now i have fear instilled in me that s quite hard to erase..