Uncomfortable?

[Lee]

I sit here, staring at this screen, thinking about a comment paTricia left on another blog of mine about being uncomfortable.  Putting herself "out there" as she says.  Five minutes have passed.  Still thinking.  Have I put myself out there?  I think not.  Talking about ufos, lil voices that whisper or even things shown in that area cause me no discomfort.

 

Still thinking.....  If I spoke about the Darkness would I get the same reaction here, on this site, that I recieve on darker sites when I talk about the Light?  Hmmmm.....I wonder.  Its rather amusing that on the darker sites they to have their channelings and such.  Just like here. 

 

Sometimes I feel like a square peg trying to fit in a round hole.  Not completely Light nor Dark but in between.  Nice and balanced.  Wasn't always that way. 

 

Have I put myself out there yet?  Not yet.  I am still thinking.  What do you call one that takes your energy/chi from you without asking?  Would one that asks beforehand be called the same?  Have I put myself out there yet?  Almost.

 

I am/have been the second one.  Even then I nudged those I asked more to the Light.  There is a battle going on right now between people's ears.  Still thinking.......

[nonya]

LEE, if you are a psychic vampire, we dont care, but personally i want to know more......or at least more clues to the rest of "have i put myself out there"

[nonya]

PT...haha ur a fairy?  teehee ;-)  Knowing you , that is not a stretch of the imagination. Spreading fairy dust on the island of .......... (you know the rest)

[nonya]

"What do you call one that takes your energy/chi from you without asking?"

.......an uninvited psychic vampire

"Would one that asks beforehand be called the same?"

.......a polite and most likely invited psychic vampire

Sis i get it right? Almost?

[nonya]

LEE, ok, now you have peaked my interest. People here dont judge much, in fact, most of us find these quite intriguing. That is probably why our "holy" SIMONE, hangs out on GLP ;-)  I am fascinated with it all. So, what is so dark that you think we would judge you (even though it wont happen)? Let loose, we are all ears...maybe we will learn something new. Maybe one of us have lived through it and can help, if you so desire.

[Lee]

I haven't heard of GLP in a long time.  Its ok Simone GLP pumps out those kinds of statements.  Twilight zone....yay!  Smiles.

[Tony]

Nice and balanced is underrated, having experienced both extreme dark and extreme light from a balanced and unbalanced perspective.

The pondering continues in the twilight zone of the crooked streets of my mind, each leading inadvertently to the other as I continue my journey back to that place of laughter that I loved intensely, not so much because I never end up where I intend to go, more because I never begin where I last ended.  See you " out there" .....