Stupid Ascension.

[Nightfable]

Ok. I don't know if I'm the only one feeling this way, but...

What's with all this INSANE pressure pushing everyone to "turn inwards to your inner light -- RIGHT NOW!" in order to Ascend?

It leaves me feeling irritated and thinking that I might just not be fast enough to keep up. I try to meditate whenever I can, I'm always respectful with others and shy away from confrontation in order to spare peoples' feelings. What can I do more? I live my regular life, trying to do the best I can as a stay-at-home mom.

Every time I think about Ascension, I find myself feeling discouraged and giving up on my projects... Why write a book and bother trying to publish? Everything as we know it will be gone in a few years anyway, right? It's like, nothing's really worth accomplishing anymore... and I'm not keeping up anyway, so why attempt to go any further.

Plus, if the ones I love aren't Ascending and are staying behind...

I don't think I could leave them. :(

[Martin]

i feel the same Nightfable i have an hardtime to meditate since 2 months i dont know what is wrong with me i feel dizzy got headache often i have these weird vibration in my bed when go to sleep got these spasm often that i never have those before my old world is kind of dying so has my way of thinking etc. etc.. thats one of few symtomes i feel i am not enlightned enough . but i have made to decision to not rush myself i just try live in the now moment no rush sweety just go with the flow try to not be obcess with it ,everyone will go

[Matt]

I hear ya Reb! Imagine what magnificent wonders of creation could have been had if we were totally free of the bullsh*t constraints (Egyptians, Mayans etc). Time would be no factor and we could create for the sake of creating. Not to erect a building as quickly as possible to start selling crap but to make something of heart and only of good intention.

I too feel your predicament nightfable. At times it seems one might get left behind and miss out on something but I KNOW we ALL deserve to experience amazingness. I'm in the process of making a stop-motion animation relating to ascension, corruption, nature and the theories of man and even though I could get it done well before ascension actually occurs for me, I still have something holding me back telling me there aint much point. It's so confusing! I have so much I want to experience yet a form of procrastination keeps getting in the way. I wonder if it is just that or something to do with the ever nagging ego? Then come the times where I eat some crappy food and piss on on the weekend and totally reverse the care i've given my mind & body of late. What a jumble.

[RL]

maybe you can take it as an extra motivation to do whatever you wanna do before 2012!
which is, what we were supposed to do, but 9-to-5 in cubicles wrecked it

[Dana]

hey Nightfable... Tina's right... you're right where you need to be... There's absolutely no rush to ascend... enjoy your life experiences here in this 3D world... When earth is ready to go, we'll go with her. If we have to leave prior to that, she'll take care of that too. All our preparation is geared toward that... the awakening of our DNA... the crystaline nature that we're becoming... it's all part of the shift that gaia will be making on her own time table... We can just enjoy the ride from this point forward. Just Be :) You'll know it when it's happening... your whole body will accelerate with her. What an honour to be on this journey with her... I have no idea why anyone would want to leave prior to this experience.

[Tina W]

Night.. I just posted a message from Matthew Ward in the channeled messages.. Read that.. he talks about the ascension and some of what he talks about might help you..

Hang in there sweetie.. Dont worry about where you are or how you are doing.. you are right where you need to be..

Tight Hugs..