Still here

[Ullan]

Greetings all.

Some of you may wonder where I've been in the last few months. Others probably don't know me well enough to have noticed I was gone to begin with. To both, however, the message is the same: I am still here.

Despite an emotionally draining few months that has seen me detach a lot of junk from my life, centering myself as my carefully crafted life came tumbling down, gaining antibodies to H1N1 the hard way, two attempts on my life and criminal damage done to my visible computer systems,..

... I'm still here.

Everything that I could possibly lose, I have lost. But where this would have me drowning in sorrow and self pity before, now I simply feel it's left me stronger and better focused. And despite feeling, at times, like it was the end of the world, I can't help but notice every single day, that I'm still here.

Best feeling in the world.

[Juan]

Ullan,

Your intuition was right in the spot about this...

¨Look out for more crop circles this weekend. Wiltshire, Lancashire and perhaps even a bit further north.¨

Sure enough on Saturday 29th we got this
http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/2009/knighton/knighton2009.html

[Simmy]

I've honestly missed you and your wise words! Happy to know you're still here!
Love & light

[Juan]

I´m glad to see you again...
We were missing your always interesting comments and thoughts...
I know that you will be better than before, you are stronger now than before, remember that the power is in the now.

Tell your intuition thanks! for the info...

Keep on posting, love an light my friend.
Namaste.

[simpleman]

Right on, Ullan

"detach a lot of junk from my life" - That was a blessing. Attachments disconnects us from true reality. Attachments give us fear, anger and depression. Our memories are the thing we really own. So behavior is whats most important, not material things.

Your still here. Thats good to hear. And its good you see things in a positive manner.
People, we must look for the good in all things. As we know, things aren't always as they appear. Something may look bad on the surface, but in the long run, it turned out to be good. Bad is good, in a sense. If every day was a sunny day, then what would be a sunny day? See, we learn from what seems bad.

You are blessed with wisdom, Ullan. Hang in there. It's a bumpy ride, but we are all in the same boat. ;)

love light wisdom be with us all

SM

[Ullan]

From my intuition to your attention:

Look out for more crop circles this weekend. Wiltshire, Lancashire and perhaps even a bit further north.

[Rainbow Warrior]

glad to see you back again.
keep fighting.
keep living.
i've been through shit moments and experiences too.
Also lost all i had.found out i was hiting the ground sick and depressed.
But i have myself and my family.
i fight every day.and i am stronger.
you are too.
have you learn with all that?
so you grew up a little more and you have the oportunity to start your life again.
how many people can say they have a second chance?
Much love to you.

[RL]

oh my god, ullan...!
the only way to go is up now, i guess. much love to you. be well

[Scootiep]

Welcome back and i am very glad that you are still here you always speak with great intellect, honesty and wisdom and i usually always agree with what you have to say this site needs your invaluable input :)
So sorry to hear of your misfortune stay strong best wishes to you.

[CrystalClear2313]

Welcome back Ullan!!!!!!!! Stronger, wiser its only going to get better...Keep dreaming...
LOVE & LIGHT

[Trudy]

Fantastic Ullan, keep believing in yourself ...

Sending u Love