HI ALL IM BACK!
the reason why i'm back is to blog about an interesting feeling i got yesterday night. It's important so I just kinda got to let all of you guys know ^_^
I was lying on my bed last night at 4am, trying to sleep, when a weird feeling crept over me. It was a sudden feeling like my soul just moved for a split second away from my body for a few centimeters. I could still *feel* my *self* when i moved for this short distance.
How can i further describe how it feels? its as if you were a piece of paper and a wind blew you a few centimeters away, but somehow you got a spring attached to you to the original location, and you *sprung* back to the original spot after that split second of wind.
In that split second I was still Me. I have all my wits with me, all sensations, all my thoughts and character, but it was as if my existence was pushed a distance from my human body.
The feeling of my soul self and my human body self occurring at the same time has been increasing of late, but this one was the most real and most important sensation so far - the sensation of being seperated from my body while still fully conscious and awake.
After this sensation, all 3 dimensional worries seemed so pointless. and i am so excited that in the future, this sensation will increase and be commonplace. My human body, to me now, is just a growing vegetable (for the lack of a better word) that my Self inhabits, and I can't wait to experience LIFE in this new form. In fact, I'd love to try out going in and out of my body with my free will.
Somehow this 'new' form seems more like home.
I'm lucky I had a chance to have a sampling taster of what's to come. I hope I didn't freak anyone out with this entry. Trust me, once you have this feeling, you have no fear of the word 'death'.
Anyone else felt this before?
Treat your 'vegetable' that you were presented with kindly.