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Okay, so then, what should i tell my dear ones when they order me not sit on the internet, or play computer games, not that i don't have a life outside the computer world ... i go out, a lot ..
do they want me to start earning .. ? it's not that ... so what is it .. ? anyone has the answer to it .. ? why do my parents want me to become what they wish, why can't i become what i wish to be .. ? .. i don't want to argue, neither with my parents, nor here ... but ... anyhow, parents, they acknowledge everything everyone does, but the moment i start to do something of my own, it's only .. well, nevermind ...
what, i can't play snooker, or football ?? .. i can't upload videos on youtube ??... do they want me to study more .. ? why is it that i am ordered what not to do .. no, i don't want them to acknowledge what i do, neither do i want them to praise me in front of anyone, but playing snooker and uploading videos on youtube is not bad, is it .. ? .. am i wasting my life .. ? i agree, i don't have answers to many questions, neither about me nor this world .. but, how many of us really have ??.... most of what is shown anywhere is false .. so what to read and what not to .. ?? what is false to some people is true to others, so, forget taking advice ... oh well, when i do take advice; say, there are two persons i listen to both of them .. consider for example, my mum n dad; i follow what my mom says, i end up being somebody, and when i follow what my dad says, i become someone else .. what do i do then ..?? i only have one solution to it .. is listen to everybody's advice and do what i wish to do .. but what is totally correct for someone would be partially correct or sometimes even totally wrong for me ... but, then, why did i listen to him/her anyway, if i already knew what was wrong or what was right .. ??? i know they are more learned, wise than me but what if i want to know how to find my own path to the difficult situations in life rather than them telling me what path to take .... i know, even they found out their own paths, didn't listen much to their parents either, i just know it .. and somehow, i feel they don't want me to be that way ... they want to make my life easier ... why, i ask .. ?? the way i see it is they're making it more difficult ... tell me, how do i talk about ascension, awakening or anything related to 2012 to them .. ?? do you honestly think that many are going to believe what i say or what is put on the internet .. ?? i recently tried to tell my friends, and some strangers about disclosure ... through mail .... you know what i got back, hate mails ... those were uncalled for .... what do i do .. ?? all i did was sent some links, one of them faxonwashington.org.