I have a question that I would like some guidance on if possible
All of my life, I am now 45, I always said I dont feel a part of the human race..I have almost felt as if I have been set down here and am baffled by a lot of what I see....nobody ever seems to react the way I do things
Ever since I was a child, my family have been amazed that I don't anger,,,never, no matter how much I am provoked, I dont feel that emotion,,I get sad and I get upset...but I alway feel more sympathy for the person who is trying to upset me than anything else..I cant ever see bad in people, only hurt and sadness causing them to lash out..and their pain hurts me physically
When I was about 12 I was very ill and my kidneys stopped working, I had a transplant at 21..but I was never angry about it or thought why me..I was always grateful it happened, because my life took a path it could never have taken otherwise,,,
but I was never really a spiritual person, I have always been agnostic, I respected peoples beleifs, but held none of my own, although that side of life fascinated me and I have read the bible and the koran and studied bhudism and I had taken my first degree in reiki, so I was pretty open minded about stuff...but then a couple of months ago I started having trouble sleeping
I told my good friend, who told me about some guided meditation cd's...I bought these..and listened every night...each night they sent me straight to sleep..but every morning I could remember one phrase "law of attraction" I was really curious about it, as I didnt know what it was..so I did a search, which took me to David Childerleys youtube page, where I got interested in EFT..he then started talking about the illuminati, David Ike and Blossom Goodchild, 14th October etc...I searched....and wow!!! since then its like my whole life suddenly makes sense to me
It seems like everything was almost preplanned that I had to have the life I had to get the this point now...does anyone else feel like this? that their whole life was totally meant to happen the way it has and things are suddenly all coming together and making perfect sence? or do you think is it just string coinsidences that have led us all here to this point?
Much love xxx